Pinyin Lyrics, English Lyrics (Translation), Info/About, Background Story, Covers & Versions, Chords, Video, and Streaming Links of Once I Also Thought About Ending It All曾经我也想过一了百了(Ceng Jing Wo Ye Xiang Guo Yi Liao Bai Liao) Finding Mr. Right 2: Book of Love OST By Tang Wei汤唯
Info/About “Once I Also Thought About Ending It All”
Song Name | Once I Also Thought About Ending It All曾经我也想过一了百了(Ceng Jing Wo Ye Xiang Guo Yi Liao Bai Liao) |
Artist | Tang Wei汤唯 |
Lyricist | Tao Chen |
Composer | Hiromu Akita |
Released | 2016 |
Genre | Pop/Soundtrack |
Language | Mandarin |
Background Story of “Once I Also Thought About Ending It All”
This song was a theme song of the Movie “Finding Mr. Right 2: Book of Love北京遇上西雅图之不二情书“, and it was released on April 25, 2016. It’s the Chinese version of the original Japanese Version “僕が死のうと思ったのは” performed by 中岛美嘉 in 2013.

“Finding Mr. Right 2: Book of Love北京遇上西雅图之不二情书” Soundtrack Listing
Waiting to Meet You等我遇见你 | Li Jian李健 | Theme Song |
Once I Also Thought About Ending It All曾经我也想过一了百了 | Tang Wei汤唯 | Theme Song |
Lyrics in Pinyin/Mandarin/English of “Once I Also Thought About Ending It All”
céng jīng wǒ yě xiǎng guò yī liǎo bǎi liǎo
曾经我也想过一了百了
Once I also thought about ending it all
wǒ céng jīng yě xiǎng guò yī liǎo bǎi liǎo
我曾经也想过一了百了
I once thought about ending it all
zài tīng dào hǎi ōu āi míng de shí hòu
在听到海鸥哀鸣的时候
When hearing the mournful cries of seagulls
fú chén zài làng huā zhī jiān wú biān wú jì de piāo liú
浮沉在浪花之间无边无际地漂流
Drifting endlessly between the waves
qǐng bǎ wǒ bù kān de shí guāng dài zǒu
请把我不堪的时光带走
Please take away my miserable days
wǒ céng jīng yě xiǎng guò yī liǎo bǎi liǎo
我曾经也想过一了百了
I once thought about ending it all
zài kàn dào xìng huā shèng kāi de shí hòu
在看到杏花盛开的时候
When seeing apricot blossoms bloom
guǒ zhe bān bó de chūn guāng zài shù yīn dǐ xià shuì zháo
裹着斑驳的春光在树荫底下睡着
Sleeping under dappled spring shade
néng fǒu huà zuò chén āi jiù cǐ bù wèn yuán yóu
能否化作尘埃就此不问缘由
Can I turn to dust without asking why
jiù dān chē jiàn jiàn shēng xiù
旧单车 渐渐生锈
The old bicycle gradually rusts
qī hēi dēng tǎ bèi fèi qì de gǎng kǒu
漆黑灯塔 被废弃的港口
Pitch-black lighthouse, abandoned harbor
yī gè rén zhàn zài qīng lěng de jiē tóu
一个人站在清冷的街头
Standing alone on the chilly street
xiǎng chū fā què bù zhī wǎng nǎ zǒu
想出发却不知 往哪走
Wanting to leave but not knowing where to go
zuó tiān de yǐng zi yī jiù zài jīn tiān cán liú
昨天的影子依旧在今天残留
Yesterday’s shadow still lingers today
xiàn zài bù gǎi biàn jiù bié xiǎng shē wàng yǐ hòu
现在不改变就别想 奢望以后
Without changing now, don’t hope for tomorrow
wǒ dōu zhī dào wǒ dōu zhī dào kě shì a
我都知道 我都知道 可是啊
I know, I know, but
wǒ céng jīng yě xiǎng guò yī liǎo bǎi liǎo
我曾经也想过一了百了
I once thought about ending it all
bèi tāo kōng de xīn yǐ jīng wú lì chéng shòu
被掏空的心已经无力承受
My emptied heart can bear no more
quán suō zài huī àn jiǎo luò chén zài huí yì lǐ kū xiǔ
蜷缩在灰暗角落沉在回忆里枯朽
Crouching in dark corners, rotting in memories
mèng xǐng zhī hòu hái yǒu shén me kě yǐ wǎn liú
梦醒之后还有什么可以挽留
After waking, what’s left to hold onto
wǒ céng jīng yě xiǎng guò yī liǎo bǎi liǎo
我曾经也想过一了百了
I once thought about ending it all
zài zhuī zhe fēng zhēng bēn pǎo de shí hòu
在追着风筝奔跑的时候
While chasing after a kite
zhōng yú hái shì duàn le xiàn
终于还是断了线
Finally the string broke
jiù suàn wǒ bō kāi fàng shǒu
就算我拨开放手
Even if I let go
yī zài tú láo zhǐ shì gè cán rěn de wán xiào
一再徒劳只是个残忍的玩笑
Repeated futility is just a cruel joke
xiàng kùn shòu kě wàng zì yóu
像困兽渴望自由
Like a trapped beast longing for freedom
méi yǒu chū kǒu zhǐ yuàn dào yòng lì sī hǒu
没有出口只愿到用力嘶吼
No exit, only desperate roars
wǔ zhù yǎn jīng hái kàn dé jiàn chǒu lòu
捂住眼睛还看得见丑陋
Covering my eyes but still seeing ugliness
wǒ de tòng kǔ yǒu shuí huì lái shēn jiū
我的痛苦有谁会来深究
Who will investigate my pain
zhè yī qiè bù guò shì zài hé zì jǐ zhàn dòu
这一切不过是在和自己战斗
All this is just fighting with myself
bù guǎn shū yíng yǔ fǒu jié jú dōu shì huāng miù
不管输赢与否结局都是荒谬
Win or lose, the outcome is absurd
wǒ dōu zhī dào wǒ dōu zhī dào kě shì a
我都知道 我都知道 可是啊
I know, I know, but
wǒ céng jīng yě xiǎng guò yī liǎo bǎi liǎo
我曾经也想过一了百了
I once thought about ending it all
bèi dàng zuò tiě shí xīn cháng wú yào kě jiù
被当做铁石心肠无药可救
Seen as heartless and hopeless
wǒ yī zhí dōu zài kū qì
我一直都在哭泣
I’ve been crying all along
méi yǒu kāi xīn de shí hòu
没有开心的时候
Never had happy moments
zhǐ shì yīn wèi gū dú de xīn kě wàng yōng yǒu
只是因为孤独的心渴望拥有
Just because a lonely heart yearns to possess
wǒ céng jīng yě xiǎng guò yī liǎo bǎi liǎo
我曾经也想过一了百了
I once thought about ending it all
hū rán kàn jiàn nǐ nà míng mèi de wēi xiào
忽然看见你那明媚的微笑
Suddenly seeing your bright smile
yuán lái zǒng xiǎng zhe jié shù méi néng bǎ mìng yùn kàn tòu
原来总想着结束没能把命运看透
Always thinking of ending couldn’t see through fate
zhǐ shì yīn wèi méi zhǎo dào jiān chí de lǐ yóu
只是因为没找到坚持的理由
Just because no reason to persist was found
wǒ céng jīng yě xiǎng guò yī liǎo bǎi liǎo
我曾经也想过一了百了
I once thought about ending it all
zài méi néng hé nǐ xiāng yù de shí hòu
在没能和你相遇的时候
Before meeting you
néng yǒu nǐ zhè yàng de rén cún zài yú zhè ge shì jiè
能有你这样的人存在于这个世界
That someone like you exists in this world
qiāo qiāo huàn xǐng wǒ chén shuì xīn dǐ de xǐ yuè
悄悄唤醒我沉睡心底的喜悦
Quietly awakening joy sleeping in my heart
néng yǒu nǐ zhè yàng de rén cún zài yú wǒ de xīn jiān
能有你这样的人存在于我的心尖
That someone like you exists in my heart
ràng wǒ kāi shǐ yǒu xiē qī dài zhè ge shì jiè
让我开始有些期待这个世界
Making me begin to expect something from this world
Covers & Versions of “Once I Also Thought About Ending It All”
MV Version
Cover by Ma Jiaqi马嘉祺 (Live)
Cover by Pan Hong潘虹 (Live)
Original Japanese Version performed by Mika Nakashima中岛美嘉 (Live)
Cover by Steven Zhang Xincheng张新成 (Live)
Cover by Tiger Hu Yanbin胡彦斌 & Gary Lee李巍V仔 (Live)
Cover by Terry Lin林志炫 & MC HotDog热狗(姚中仁) (Live)
Cover by Xiu Xiu Man咻咻满
Cover by CHASER犬舍乐队
Cantonese Cover
Cover by XNZ小宁子
Cover by Kym Jin Sha金莎
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